Call Of Duty : Modern Warfare !

Okay you can prolly guess I done jumped on the bandwagon ! Honestly I did NOT wanna get this game but I just HAD to see what all the fuss was all about. I played the game bout 2 days and beat it..I really think it could've been a little LONGER but I guess with the exception of the INCREDIBLE ONLINE GAMEPLAN they can do that type of ish ! haha Im not that good yet but you aint just gone keep KILLIn me without me catchin on and MURKIN catz ! haha This is like the perfect pastime if your bored at home doing absolutley nothing like I often find myself.lol So with all of that being said, its a "2Thumbs UP" ! If u havent got it, I suggest you dig deep in those pockets..Seperate the lent and Pay the cashier ! You WONT be disappointed ..If you are a member of XBOX LIVE then ADD me ! ( icerogerz )

Hip-Hop VIRUSES!

Soooo, sitting in my room and Im on my XBOX LIVE "Last.fm" Radio Station bangin my "Little Brother" jointz and im just thinking... I cant help but to notice with the J.Coles,Drake's,Tyga's,Wale's, & Kid Cudi type catz comin out that Hip-Hop is actually going BACK to its roots..I mean its LESS 808's and southern influenced joints climbing up the charts and I LOVE it ! I wont lie, I used to bang commercial ish all day until about last year. I just noticed that all the things on the radio are repetitive..I meanm other than a different voice its the SAME lyrics ! "Fuck Bitches, Money Money Money..Look at what I Bought, My Car cost (x) amount, My Chain FREEZY! ( By the way.."Freezy" son ? ) SMH LOL but basically yall see where Im going with it..But let me get to the REAL point..The magazine posted above shows what they call the "FUTURE OF HIP-HOP"..Walking past the FYE store my eye's seen this and when I focused in I almost spit out my damn Baja Blast ! Soulja Boy ?? OJ the Fucking JUICEMAN?? and Worst of all.....A GROWN ASS MAN NAMED "GUCCI MANE"? The future?? WOWW This really let me know the world is coming to an end. It seems like the MORE music these niggas make, the MORE they ALL sound like 6 year olds..Not jus the LYRICS..But their ACTUAL VOICES and GRAMMAR ! I mean REALLY Sonny, jus LISTEN TO EM..And the SAD thing is they got GROWN ASS MEN AND WOMEN dismissing their education JUST to follow along with the 4:00mins + songs they so proudly BRAG about FREESTYLING ! LMAO Nigga If my NEPHEW can rap something that sounds like somethin GUCCI would write then its a F***n Problem ! All in All it comes down to this..Peep the Hip-Hop culture NOW. From how the catz Dress and the Pictures they take..Its like the REAL music is TRYING to come back but its a couple "HIP-HOP VIRUSES" that plug the natural FLOW of music..The way it SHOULD be.. Excuse me, Im just venting out loud..but hey, why get mad? You tuned in to www.icerogerz.com right ? ....--->>Exactly..LaterDayZ son.

Im ON!

Okay so i FINALLY get on XBOX LIVE ! For all you NBA 2K10 players come get that azz HANDED to you ! Also yall can follow me on twitter ! Holla at me yall! its time to connect even more with my viewers & Fans ! Im a Down to earth type of cat so lets Get it !

Under The Weather..

Okay So lemme just say Im not the one to try and gain attention by FAKING sick cuz truth is im usually NEVER sick..But let me tell u a short story. Yesterday I had to work a DUMB A** shift for my job..I dont think yall understand..I worked from 4pm to 10am the NEXT day..And to TOP it all off, somewhere along that terrible shift I caught Some BULLS**T! All I remember is a weird a** cough poppin up outta NO WHERE and it wouldnt go away..few hours later my Heads hurtin, my throat is SORE AS HELL & Im feelin HOT n Cold ! Man I hope it aint no damn SWINE ish..Cuz Lawd KNOWS I cant handle that ! Yall pray for ya boy while im going through this mess..And if u know where i stay, bring me some Medicine & Soup ! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Kanye 2009 VMA's

Okay Okay, I know im a couple days late but I HAD to let this marinate ! For all those who dont know, Kanye "PLANET HEAD" West Interrupted 19(?)yr old Country Singer Taylor Swift's Speech after she won an award ..He felt the need to get up OUT his seat and tell the world "BEYONCE HAD ONE OF THE BEST VIDEOS OF ALL TIME" ! Okay..An opinion is coo, but IN THE MIDDLE OF THE LIL WHITE GIRL GETTING HER 1ST AWARD !? Man ! Im a HipHop head and I know Kanye's Fans LOVE him because he's outspoken and he will be the one to give u some CRAZY MEDIA FOOD, but this shit is jus WACK ! My mother passed away like his and the FIRST thing I thought was, "What would his mother say/do?" I couldnt help it ! Kanye Recieved BOO's throughout the rest of the night and I aint gone lie , SIMPLY FROM THAT INCIDENT I NO LONGER Roxx Wit K.West. Im not one of those Gossip heads acting like celebrity Lives RUN mines but this jus shows TRUE character! 2 Thumbs DOWN to EVERY THOUGHT HE HAS FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE !

Ol' Skoo

Man..As i sit here thinkin bout my future, I cant help but scan back to my past. I remember back in the day when everything used to be good ALL the time. No worries, no BILLs, No negativity..Only thing we had to do was wake up and go have FUN at school..Recess,Monkey Bars,doing backflips, gettin GIRLS lol..Man..I had a great childhood and I hope yall had the same..Only thing is we just cant go BACK..So I made a song to forever imprint my memories of my "OLD SKOO" haha I hope yall enjoy this..Its only a snippet, but on OCT.28th u can get the WHOLE SONG PLUS my upcoming MIXTAPE "The Outlet" for a small fee of $5 ! haha (gotta plug dat in there) but yeah, let ur imagination run WILD as i Take u back..To My Old Skool....

Hoop Dreams Live ON !

 
Man, so me and me friends take a trip to the park and all of my old feelings just came right back ! Basketball was originally the plan for me. It was my DREAM to go to the NBA and play for ANY team that uniforms were Black n Red ! haha AwwMan ..Me and my boys used to wake up round 11am & Hooped from 12pm-8pm EASILY ! Man I miss the good days..Thats how we got our RESPECT..If u couldnt HOOP round here in JACKSON MICHIGAN than u aint have SHIT to say bout NOTHIN! F'd up but thats how it was..If i could just wake up and live ONE day over I swear I would..I still got the KOBE in me so dont think that nonsense ! haha Lil nigga 5'10 STILL DuNKIN ! Holla At me !

I'll be back..

Hey World, I've been mad busy with this new apartment stuff ! So I havent been really blogging as much . I apologize for all u followers who come here hoping to see something new ! But I Promise i'll get it back JUMPIN SOON! So until then, Enjoy this like to my song "Mr.100" that will be on my upcomin Album "The Outlet"..

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WowWee !

Mr.100 (Snippet)

"Dreamsz"

(( VERSE 1 ))

This is not reality this is just a dream/
I'm tracing pefect from an image that I've never seen/
I go vangoh, whenEVA my eyes low/
I adjust the treble keep it mellow watch my pencil/

------->>>GO

Then I'm Off to Oblivion/
Chasin me a model or a vixen tryna get it in/
Every girl got ass/
And, and they always bring a friend/
And they be beggin me & my niggas to KA-limb innnn/
Haa
This is far too glorious/
narrating sound but I can show u where u the story is/
Won't chu bring ya friends through /
We can kick it on Neptune /
I'll bring out the spaceship /
It's only in the next room /
Ha
So glide this'a wayy baby/
Or "RUN-ON", Grammatically this is wrong baby/
So all aboard trasit YoungHeat/
This is my retreat ,call it love via beat/


(( HOOK ))

But it's all,
But it's all,
But it's all,
But it's all just a dream/

It won't last long/
Treat it like tha last song/



Cuz it's all just a dream...



(( VERSE 2 ))

No alphabets, jus musiq notes/
& u can gain some altitude, jus chose a boat/
Or digg deep just to see if u can stay afloat/
I breathe backwards , hold my breath so i DONT choke/
On these words that wanna come out/
I know now/
That I can be brilliant if I chose not to DUMB out/
And every time I come around it's Neva new gossip out/
Only what they tell u to your face/
& that's about..
It /
No he say OR she say/
And every good day Is rewarded with a replay/
Yeahhh
I get used to the impossible/
A fantasy is not a fantasy without an obstacle/
Haha
I'm so straight off'a the dome wit it /
Um the best period.... Like I'm ON.... get it? /
Yahhh
Welcome to my save haven/
Deep slumber
No words , um just sayin /

( Repeat Hook )


|| Ice'Really'RaJaZ ||

LMAO..I know im kinda late watchin this but the rumors were that this VIDEO was TERRIBLE..hahah I cant stop laughin right now..I mean dont get me wrong. DRAKE is my FAVORITE RAPPER right now but WTF were they thinkin ?! And I heard KANYE Directed it !? what did write on the script ? ..."Tities......MORE TITIES !" ? LMAO This nigga coulda came out with a normal lil video about how his girl is the only one for him lke everybody else and just stayed in the safe zone but NOOOOOOO ! Kanye Dumb azz wanna hop in and fuck shit up for him ! ( smh ) But before i sign off..I AM A MALE...And I really do appreciate every single Breast in this one..lmao...I really cant stop laughin !

"Take The D" !

Kids On Drugs..

I seen this video and I absolutely HAD to post it. A lot of us THINK that kids donw understand whats going on but in actuality they DO. These 2 boys look like they are around 5 & 6 and they are explaining how BAD drugs are. Yo, Props to their PARENTS. Whoever u are, we (African American's) need more good upbringing and a stronger foundation..Sign'n off..iiRz

Back At It !

Okay world, I know I been slackin slightly. Good news is im BACK AGAIN lol. And today I just want to say im HAPPY I have the FRIENDS I have.Me & Chris (above) visited my sister Jamia today and though it was brief, it still was long OVERDUE ! God has TRULY blessed me! With these 2 on good terms again I no longer feel like I have to go to one for certain things and leave stuff out ! Cuz lawdd KNOWS I couldnt mention the others name! We Love, We Argue, We jus get on some dumb stuff but in the end we prevail.. I Love my College FAM....Even if im NOT there anymore..but then again, who really is other than YOU Jamia !? lol....RIGHT ! LATER !

WTF Of The Day : ( Weezy's Fuckin BABIES ! )

Learning that your baby daddy’s got another chick pregnant on the internet is not a good look. Lauren’s starting to see what she’s gotten herself into with Lil’ “No Condoms” Wayne and its a lesson learned a little too late

I was told yesterday Lauren London was at lost for words today after finding out that her baby daddy was expecting another child yesterday. Lauren who is almost 6 months pregnant didn’t know anything about Nivea pregnancy, and found out online and was outraged. Like every other star these days, she took to her Twitter page to express how she felt. But after speaking to a family friend left the topic alone.

She then decided to spend the day with her family and close friends. Lauren told her friends that she is worried if her career is over as a result of these issues. As we all know Lauren is on the pinnacle of Black Hollywood as the face of Sean John and reoccurring role in the remake of Beverly Hills 90210 on the CW. A reliable source stated that Wayne doesn’t want anything to do with Lauren.

Today Nivea called Ryan Cameron’s and confirmed that she is indeed pregnant with a boy. In fact, both of them are pregnant with Wayne’s sons. This is a really bad situation, considering that she is knocked up and the baby daddy is in love with someone else.

Lauren London can have any man in the world but she chooses to get with an engaged man… Is the recession effecting men too!!!! This makes Wayne about 4 babies up and 4 baby mamas down. I guess it is true about Wayne ” He can f*&^k any girl in this world”.

Man, ( SMH ) This nigga Wayne on some CRAZY ish but I aint gone FRONT ! LAUREN LONDON AND NIVEA BOTH BADDDD SOOO WHO CARES ! LOL But he coulda had the decency to tell her azz he was havin another baby at the SAME TIME !

haha I Wonder what BABY Thinks about Weezy F Baby's Baby Mama Drama !??

(lol I had to do it ^^)

hahaha ! WTF ?

LOS ANGELES LAKERS : 2009 WORLD CHAMPIONS!

Sooooo....If You ain't know, MY SQUAD the LOS ANGELES LAKERS WON THE 2009 CHAMPIONSHIP LAST NIGHT ! LOL Anybody who knows me KNOWS im a DIE HARD KOBE FAN..I truthfully I dont appreciate all the HATE my nigga and his SQUAD had to endure ! All I heard was, "Kobe Cant win one without SHAQ..BLAHH BLAHH BLAHHH....LOL Now I BET all kinds of money that Niggas gone be saying "SOO....He only got ONE without him !"...Well I got news BUMZ......Thats 4 For dat AZZ ! Most NBA players dont get ONE..& iont care how bad u HATE KB24 you aint REAL if u cant R E S P E C T his Hustle/GRIND..

Also, big ups to TREVOR ARIZA ! Low Key without his "D" & his versatility I REALLY dont thinkk we woulda Made it this far in the PLAYOFFz. I would BigUp Lamar ODOM but I really dont Rockz wit him like that. lol I know, i know..I got love for his hustle, but i truly feel in my heart he should be JUST like/if not, BETTER than KG because of his similarities in size and versatility. But I guess to each its own !

Im bout to sign off but Last but not least.. 2 words....DEREK FISHER..I dont even have to say nothing about this guy. Yall see it, shit yall've S E E N it ! He's a VET in the game and his style of play SCREAMS THAT TO THE HEAVENS !

Lets Do it again Lakers ! 2010 Champs?

Do It Again ( Old Time Sake )

So I put in an OLD beat no one liked that I made about a year ago right?? Enjoy while u browse !

The GREAT Anticipation

Okay, Okay..So All my iPhoner'z STAND UP ! lol So we're getting a NEW update coming up really soon ! My dumb azz was thinking it'll come out on the 6th, deleting my "Jail-broken"ish a little too early cuz apple DEFINITELY HOE'd me by NOT releasing it ! So now im sitting here with this boring ass BLANK phone ! haha its all good thought..

Here are all the additions within the new upgrade:

New iPhone SDK
But that’s just a taste of what was revealed at Cupertino today. Developers will probably be a very happy crowd, since the new developer’s SDK gives them access to over 1,000 new APIs.
Push Notification

That includes the above mentioned push notification API, which allows developers to provide audio, text or badge icon notifications for their apps. Just to be clear, the apps aren’t actually running in the background, which Apple says is too costly in terms of battery life. Instead, updates are pushed from the developers server using Apple’s own notification system.

Google Maps

Other highlights for developers include Google Maps integration, so that maps will open right in the apps, instead of redirecting users outside to the official app. Some apps have tried to get around this by using their own maps, or maps from Yahoo, but the result has been clumsy at best.

Peripheral Support

Also noteworthy is hardware-specific app integration, which allows apps to be designed to work with different peripherals, connected to the iPhone via either the proprietary dock connector or Bluetooth. Demos of how this might work included using the iPhone as an equalizer for a stereo dock, and as a blood glucose monitor with a blood-testing device for diabetics.

P2P

Bluetooth can also now be used for peer-to-peer support, allowing iPhones to communicate with each other for multiplayer gaming, and other applications. App developer Smule showed off using this to perform a musical duet with their new Leaf Trombone instrument application.

Turn-by-Turn Navigation

The iPhone will also be able to support turn-by-turn navigation when 3.0 is released, although developers will have to provide their own maps due to licensing issues. Still, expect to see Garmin or some of the other big names jump on this bandwagon early.

Business Models/Payment Schemes

Last but not least, apps will be able to offer paid content, upgrades, and subscriptions from within, sidestepping the App Store altogether. This means the doors are open to a whole host of new business models, which could decrease a lot of the current clutter with regards to different versions of apps depending on price, and the litany of stand-alone book and comic apps. EA demoed the Sims 3 to show how this system can be used in terms of additional downloadable content in games.

iPhone 3.0 for End-Users
Copy/Cut/Paste

Developers aside, iPhone end-users will be pleased to find that many of their prayers have been answered. A full, cross-app, platform-wide Copy/Paste solution is present in 3.0, and it works exactly like Kevin Rose described yesterday. HTML copy is supported, as is image cutting, copying, and pasting, and you can now paste multiple images into an email as attachments.

Landscape Typing

The landscape keyboard can now be used in Mail, Notes and the new Messaging app, which replaces SMS. Good news for the chubby-fingered, like myself. This is a huge plus, since it’ll decrease some app store clutter and free up some space on my home screen.

MMS and A2DP

Messaging now supports MMS (iPhone 3G only), including picture, audio, contact and location messages. A2DP stereo support is also now present for owners of the 3G model iPhone, so you can break out those neglected Bluetooth headphones and enjoy being wire-free.

Voice Memo

A new Voice Memo app takes the place of the many third-party recorder apps currently available, allowing you to record, save, and email audio files natively.

Spotlight

Also completely new is Spotlight, and iPhone version of the Mac’s integrated search. Accessible by swiping left from your home screen, it gives you one-stop searching across your phone. Search is now present in Mail, SMS and basically every default Apple application. Spotlight will also search the names of third-party apps, so you can use it as a launcher if you have lots of pages on your springboard.

Overall, iPhone 3.0 seems like a long overdue correction of a number of oversights, with some exciting development tools thrown in. Don’t get too excited yet, though, since most of us will still have to wait for summer to take advantage of the new features. Developers can get their hands on a development beta right now, though. When it does drop, the update will be free for iPhone users, but iPod touch owner (both generations) will have to pay $9.95 for the update.

Its gonna be a HOT summer !

Long Time No See..

Hey young world! I know its been a while since you've seen me, but the truth is I've been working alot and I've been on a drought with the creativity. I'll try my hardest to update every day but Im almost positive I wont actually do that lol. So Where do I Start?

Latetly I've been taking all these experiences in a total different angle. I mean with my Love life its hard to explain because I dont actually feel like I have one. now for my close friends that know me they know who I struggle with. Truth is she comes in goes as she pleases but yet I allow her to. Now All of my friends dont like the idea of that but really I've learned how to adjust to being her "convenient Fix". Last night She calls me randomly, We havent talked since the last argument lol. But She ask's me how I was doing and I tell her i wasnt feeling well & I think I Came down with something. So She takes it upon her self to go to Wal-Mart and bring me all kinds of Medicine ! As usual she lays next to me and without even a kiss we fall asleep. ( Me alot faster because the Meds knocked me out ) But its just small things like this, that makes it so hard to just let her go. And Although I have girls more than willing to do the same things for me, she's the only one I want or feel comfortable doing it for me..

( Sigh )

Moving On, I've really been missing my friends from college. I went to Eastern Michigan University for 2 years and I had to stop due to financial problems. They all are from Detroit and they Love when I go visit but since I work so much now its hard to really link up with them..

My Boy Chris "Fresh" Davis is one from Detroit. He's been going through things lately but I trust he'll figure things out. I really want that cat to find happiness, whether it involves a female or not. That seems to be the most important thing at the moment..

My sis Jamia lives within Det. We've been keeping in contact often the last couple of days. I send out prayers to her father who's been stuggling on & off with the health issues. And from me to her, no matter what this world does to his pysical he still WALKS with GOD every second of the Day..& He's proud to have a daughter like you..Believe that.

Well here in the small city I reside in nothing much has changed. Same ol' Stories just different people. Babies poppin up left in right. It almost gives me the impression OUR shipment of condoms are a sure set-up lol. Abstinence doesnt even work here ! Seems like if u Hug a broad she's knocked up ! Well, we live and we learn..

True story im back on my Blog shit..I'll be updating yall soon !

Broadening My Horizons

Okay, So I know I've been gone for a while but in my hiatus i've been doing alot of weird ish. The most important is the fact that lately I've been listening to ALL kinds of music. I know that doesnt sound THAT weird but really I've been trying to SOAK up ALL types of music to have a more complete understanding all the genre's! In the midst of all that this cat "Jason Mraz" has really showed me the meaning of "UNIQUE MUSIC"..My Boy Rob put me on him and since then I've been just disecting and scrutinizing EVEYRTHING differently ! If u havent heard him or this album i URGE you to try something different ! I mean Son..REAllY ! IM a 20 year old BLACK, URBAN guy that Loves Drake,Trey Songz,Jadakiss & All things along that line..So can u imagine me rollin past you bumpin a Guy that drew his ALBUM COVER in like 13 seconds ! lol Get On it ! (Ps. Im BACK Bitches!)

April 25th, 2009

So it's been a while since I've updated ! I'm sorry for the delay but truth be told ive been procrastinating..

:::WORK:::

As far as work goes, it's been really irritating latley.One of my clients have gotten to that point where every time I see his face I get irritated..I mean I've been getting way more hours but it jus seems to be harder to come in knowing I'll have to deal with this nonsense..My co workers are okay, I've gotten really close to some of them to my surprise..I'll jus tough it out and make this money !

:::RELATIONSHIP?!:::

Well, this iz a sensitive topic to me..There's this girl I'm really interested in, but she's from a different city..We hung out a couple times and had alot of fun, but I just hope things can continue to grow at a safe pace..I get the feeling I go HARD on a female for a while and then I lean back..Ultimatley making them used to my presence..She's nothig I've been attracted to before, but now I'm all in !

-( side note ) Ive been In contact with an old flame, I'm happy that we can be grown about our separation but I won't lie, it's hard to talk about our significant others on the phone..I'll always love her so I'm down with maturing!

:::FRIENDS:::

My small circle is all I got..It's a lot of thing going on in their lives. My bestfriend and his girl actually are just getting out of a sticky situation..But they are strong and I pray they get things right..

:::FAMILY:::

Well..Still I don't talk to my brother as much as I want to..or should..It's just we live in 2 different world it seems at times..My sister is goin through her normal ups n downs...One second she's happy and all that, the next she's fighting with he'd BD and about to move out..I'll jus stay away from their problems ...My dad & I get along great...I honestly feel like I need to express my appreciation towards him soon..

Anyway, Life is Life !

"Save The Nite"

{Sing Vrs}

Mz.Daytime walker/
I can be ya, I can be ya midnite,bedroom stalker/
When it's my possession uma ball out/
& give it to ya til u scream my name out /
& know u hada.. long day..
Ya/
But can u put a little time away/
Yea/
If u do I promise uma make u say/
Yea,yea,yea,yea,yea,yea..
Cuz the night times my time girl/
& what I got'a have u runnin 2 ya girls/
U gone love da way I do it /
I put it down baby u know it's nothin IT/
I'll give u extra extra/
Uma shine when i grind when I sex ya
Jus give me a Lil time/
I'm hoping I can make ya body mine/

{ Hook }

Save the nite,
We can do what you like..
Girl uma getchu right!
Save the nite,for me.
Baby I just..
Just need one nite,wont you put it aside,
Uma do u body right..
Save the nite, For me..

{Rap Vrs}

Mz.Daytime Walker/
I never thought, these/
Eyes couldn't stop wanderin until they caught cha/
Now um tryna offer/
Or maybe it's a wager/
Try to peel me off ya/
Times all it cost ya/
Haha
Ya kinda busy in the daytime/
Well dats cool/
Reserve space handicap mine/
& when I get it beat it like it stole mines/
Ya body Fly-I-I-U hypnotize minds/
Haha
Or prolly jus da one I got/
Love it when u find time preferbly on da top /
& when we horiztal dats when I be on da clock /
Tick tick tock Til da clock stop/
& I enjoy every experience/
We can mix it up/
New shit,experiment/
Relax lay wit a brutha/
I promise u won't ever want anotha/

{ Bridge }

Save it/
Just a little/
I wanna lay u down no words,intrumental/
& I been waitin all day/
Tell me what do u say ?
Cuz the nite time/
Is my time/
& it's Damn sure the rite time/
So uma give u all I got/
We'll be makin love nonstop/

So baby jus save it !

{ Repeat Hook }

Freedom..

Hey World..I know its been a while but I'm back venting as usual. As U can see I've titled this entry "Freedom". I did this because currently I've been changing my lifestyle up alot. From Females to just normal habits. I really can say I feel more FREE then I ever have before ! I recently made a song Called "Back In My Bed" and I've been getting alot of feedback from it. The Song explains or tells a story about someone your NOT dating anymore but somehow they always end up BACK in ur life. Though its titled "Back in my BED" it doesnt necessarily mean sexually. Its just a metaphor for someone dealing with trying to let go but not being able to 100%, and that person they're trying to let go of keeps somehow slipping through the defenses and once again they get as CLOSE as possible back to you. I must say though I DO feel as if Im doing pretty well. I havent gave in recently and im just letting things take there course. I remember i used to almost run from girls when they wanted to get closer to me (relationship-wise) but i've realized that that was THEN while I had a significant other. Now, for me to run I cant help but to wonder ..."WHY?" ....Why would I try to exscape a friendship that could potentially leave me happy? So with that I've been acting almost out of character by being more OPEN..and FREE. No more getting to know someone and when I see they are starting to like me MORE I start disappearing..Im done with all that. I Had a girl that HAD the chance to stick to me..The present explains why she still doesnt remain...Man, I jus feel good about everything. Big Plans in 09' !

Hmm..

So I'm sitting here at work and since I don't do much at my job it gives me the opportunity to really focus in on some things..

F R I E N D S

How many of us have them ?

.....
I imagine all of u are like " Me ! Me !"
Well I highly doubt that..
I feel terrible that I question some of my own but with a circle as small as mines I don't have the time nor patience to have any potential snakes in my yard..

( Blades news shapened!??? )

Recently I been hearin that my (boy) thinks I'm tryna ease up on one of his OLD flings..NOT girlfriend..Just a fling! Now this is crazy to me because I've only seen this girl like 5 times ! True she talks to me & what not but should u even question a TRUE friend? I think not..

I shouldn't even be venting this type of situation ! Ud think numerous years of a friendship would solidify loyalty an trust but I guess I should think again..

But we're grown though..This too shall pass...

OR

What's supposed to take place, simply WILL.

"Back In My Bed"

A thing of the past..
That's what she supposed to be.

Verbal agreements confirm our seperate identities.

The Love we had we accept the past tense,
But it seems like we thrive off the "Untitled" Suspense...

No Cuffs,
No Shackles,
No Bondage,

But she's BACK IN MY BED laying under where my arm is..

& when she falls asleep, sometimes I just lay there and stare at her..

Though I know this habit isn't healthy,
Nothing really seems to matter..

& as the morning comes we both wake up to reality,
We don't even kiss goodbye...

Back to our "Daytime Normality".

I guess with light we associate TRUTH,
Actor,
Actress,
The Nominees go to....

No Landslide victors,
Just me & you.

I digress,
And so do you..

But when it's recognized it goes right back to me and you..

Same place,Same time,Same things said..

Why can't I even pretend to get you out of my head ?

Will u ever forget me?

Enough said...

Until then we'll 360..

Back in my bed...

"Love Via Internet"

{{Verse 1}}

Hello hello I love it when u sign on/
Hear da door open up turn the me time on/
See ya name/ ( see ya name )
I get anxious/ ( anxious )
Exit her out,she ain't shit/
Tranferrr a picturre/
Comcast speed it up I missed HER/
Aol top news it should about me bout you/
Together we a 2 Live Crew/
& I love how she send me smileyz/
Turn da web cam on show me dat body/
Got alot buddies but dey not like me/
On da Internet,she like my wifey/
Neva met up she my cyber Luvv/
lipz on da screen cyber kiss cyber hug/
Don't sign off/
Don't leave me lonely/
wheneva forever she my Internet homie/

( HOOK )
We in love on the innernet/
{repeat innernets 7x's}
We in love on the innernet/
{repeat innernets 7x's}
She love me on the AIM/
Internet
She love me on da MYSPACE/
Internet
She love me on the FACEBOOK/
Innernet,innernet,innernet,innernet,innernet

( HOOK )

{{Verse 2}}

Ey u know who I be/
Icy Dont stop/
Fuck TOM I be #1 on er Top/
Life real Life/
Um all through ya wallz/
HTML codes dey like AWW/
Show me dat picture/
Witcha on da Sink/
Caption reads: Tell me what u think/
Well U already know/
Girl I love it/
A nigga wanna flirt/
I comment above it/
I own dat/
& u own me/men
Give me dat number,inbox me/
Putcha Page on private/
Haterz wanna see/
But dey can't / ( dey can't )
See it like me/
Green light flashin don't sign off/
Sexy wit da pix got dem spongebob draws/
Dat only make anticipate ya call
Whenever forever she be my Internet broad/

( HOOK )

Now um facebook'n/
Friends online/
In a relationship but she's But she all mines/
& he don't even know/
Nope don't blow it
Chattin on the IM so we don't show it/
She poke me/
I poke her azz back/
Please no pics if um tagged that's a wrap/
Pic Notify me when dat azz look da fatest/
nigga feel good when my name in ya status/
& um like /
Let me in ya network/
While um on the net/
Lemme see u make ya neck work/
Can u get wit dat or should I add HER 1st/
Profile pic bangin model wit da boyshortz/
Take a break/
Ha
My eyes kinda tired/
Lemme call u up so I hear what u desire/
.....
I guess I'll sign off in a minute/
Internet I be all up in it/

( HOOK )

Jan.8th,2009

Well world,
Here it is finally 2009. I'm writing this on my way back from Lansing with Demarnio aka YoungHeat..Alot has been going on so I'll try to keep this brief...
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{{Musiq}}

As far as music goes, I'm starting to feel it consume me. I dropped a new single called "Um Dat Nigga". Another cocky nigga anthem I know, but this one has the whole "waking up in the morning,bout to get fresh and kill em' today" feel..Everyone feels like that sometimes right?! It was made by no other than Youngheat, & lowkey I'm getting really comfortable singin on my own hooks! I also finished up a song way overdue in the remembrance of my mother who recently passed away in an automobile accident on Sept.20th,2008...Again,I sang on this hook as well, hope I ain't turnin TOO R&B ! Haha naw, I just been feeling creative & challenged...gettin ready to start another song tonight..This upcoming project should be nice..
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{{Love Status}}

In my personal life, I've been going through some changes in my attitude. The main female in my life is currently on a hiatus..(2Days) but she's done that so much that I'm ammune to it. I no longer feel like she's going away cause she already been gone in my book.IF she comes back around I just enjoy the time we spend and then keep it moving when she disappears Lord help her Finding her path and STAYING on it..
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{{Friends n' Fam}}

Well, recently I've been feeling like my friends are a stronger circle than my family. I don't know if that's bad, but I rarely talk to my brother and though my sister and I are inseperable, she doesn't get along with my brother half the time and doesn't like his wife..Imagine being the mediator of that situaion..Also being the youngest I feel as if it's an even heavier load..But God won't put more weight on my back than I carry..My nigga A.Jayz album is coming out Jan.13th on thAt R&B tip..He's the most talented nigga I've seen.I want the cd bad and I'm his bestfriend! He prolly gone charge me..lol Caselle's gettin money as usual.I love his grind.He keeps me motivated though he doesn't know it.Heat is the ILLest.Period. Kenny is going through some things but he's a strong lil niggA.Chris is growing, getting comfortable with himself will be his biggest achievement in My opinion...Jamia is up at school doing what she does best..Going hard in the books &
On people when they piss her off.Lol.I love her strong personality though I dred the day we clash..Cuz uma go just as hard and we both gone have some shit to think about! Haha we'll be good though..
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In conclusion, Life is Life..

Until the Ink Run Out,

IceRogerZ