Here it is..
December 26th,2008.

I was gonna try to just take this Christmas and get used to it without getting emotional but truth remains that it was entirely too different..

Being without you is the hardest thing in the world right now.
I wake up everyday with your face imprinted in my mind.
& to wake up on that special day knowing I couldnt call you or just hug you was unbearable..

Everyone I know was with their families and waiting on food to be prepared by their moms when I sat around there wishing I could just SEE you .

I heard some of my friends complain about not getting anything but it just doesn't add up to me. The greatest gift in the world would be for you to just BE.

Here. With me .

It's so crazy cause I can't help but think of how happy you made us when Christmas came..No matter if u had it or not u made all of our wishes come true because you did whatever it took to put smiles on our faces..Thinking back, those were the real miracles.Lord knows we weren't ballin but u couldn't tell that to the outsiders lookin in..

Mama, I don't wanna make people feel sorry for me.
I just wanna be able to live my life without u the way you would want me too but I just don't know how..Everytime I look in the mirror,everytime I hear music,everytime I laugh I just see YOU..

I know your lookin down on me or whatever y'all do up there..

Jus be patient with me Mama...

Merry Christmas mom.

I Love you forever.

IceRogerZ

Dec.19th 2008

So here it is..
Friday Dec.19th 2:03pm
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I woke up today 1st to see the 10 inches of snow fall
Plus my car is snowed in and I'm supposed to be at work at 4pm..But still,alot of things are on my mind.
Laz nite she called me asking "have I thought about us lately"?
We got into that but I feel like it's kindve a lose lose situation
She says she's confused but can't tell me exactly what she's confused about..
I'm tired of guessing..
She stresses "I'm leaving" a lot..
Wow déjà vu...
I seem to only here that from females..
Hmmm
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My musiq is coming along great,
I Laid down a hook with a local artist "J-Jack"
That's gonna be called "Its nothin to a BOSS"
Hot shit.
Also YoungHeat found this sample I KNOW he's gonna make into a banger.I think I wanna sing on this track && RAP .
{ask ya favorite rapper to do that}
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Writing this I'm at my crib with the cover on my feet,
Warm as hell listening to MusiqSoulchild's new album..
Dredding this clock that I know will strike 4 soon.
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I might update tonight with some lyrics or song related material,

Til the ink runZ dry,

x______________iiRz

IceRogerZ

The UPDATE

Hey wassup WORLD? Its ya 1 & only IceRogerZ comin' through..Just wanna let you guys in on wats going on with me..I know I've been using this just for writing songs and a couple of random poetry/thoughts that come across my mind, but NOW im here to let u know i will be blogging as much as I can now.I just bought my own URL for this site though goDaddy.com so now to get here all u have to type is "www.icerogerz.com" ! Propz to Blk City & SpaceShip ! haha anyways, Just hit me up ! I got contacts EVERYWHERE!

Myspace:myspace.com/mymusiq06
AIM:iceman0632
FACEBOOK: "Ice Rogerz"

I mean just get at me for QUESTIONS or COMMENTS about anything I Put up!

I wanna get some videos on here of me and my up & coming projects as well!

ps.My Life is CRAZY..So u should be really entertained by it All !

Enjoy!

"I Should Write Somethin'.."

Sitting here I keep thinking to myself,

I should write somethin'.

Soo many things in this world to scrutinize and form my own opinion on ,but yet I go blank..

I should write somethin'.

Should I speak ok my current relationship status & go on about how I just want that "One" special woman? How confused I get when I try to make decisions on who I should be with? Nahh..That would just sound like everyone else.Everybody knows that when ur single,u can say "um coo with it" but it gets old and unless ur comfortable being a HOE or contracting Herpes/Aids that pillow ain't gone squeeze u back at nite..

I should write somethin‘.

I could go in depth about how "Fly" I am or how no other nigga could compare to me like my shit don't stank BUT..How/why would I try to brag about how "Different" I am or how "THiS" I AM without sounding like EVERYONE else !? To be truly different it seems like I would have to actually be unaware of the difference between me & THEM..Too many people CHoOSe the type of different they wanna be and in reality,they just become very skilled at emulating a targeted persona they find delightful..

I should write somethin'.

Damn..Back to this female ish..Since I've been working,some of the females at my job have seemed to feel real comfortable around me.They talk to me about their problems and things going on with them. So far I've heard; "I ain't got a man..I'm gettin evicted,and I ain't got a man to run to for a place to stay..I need a baller..I wonder if this nigga gone get my kids some presents for Christmas..He pissed me off,uma go chill wit my otha man..."

I should write somethin'.

BUT..not without sayin "Those above quotes..Are HUGE in the problem department"

REWIND...

Now I know it's alot "Sasha Fierce akA I get my own without a nigga" type females that's prolly reading this and 2 Kudos go to YALL ! But truth is,ur sadly out numbered by ur fellow menstral havin',lazy azZ,female counterparts.. So do me a favor and try to help them sistaz out..

I should write somethin'.

NIGGAZ be bullshitin too..if not MorE cuz we add to this same Sorry ass genre population..But I'm a nigga myself so I won't go into detail..lol

Just to throw that out there..

I should prolly write somethin'.

Man..I ain't even gone lie..These are just random thoughts of mines.It seems like those are the only kind I have.I really do need to write somethin' though..



But I Aint got shit to say.