Hip-Hop VIRUSES!

Soooo, sitting in my room and Im on my XBOX LIVE "Last.fm" Radio Station bangin my "Little Brother" jointz and im just thinking... I cant help but to notice with the J.Coles,Drake's,Tyga's,Wale's, & Kid Cudi type catz comin out that Hip-Hop is actually going BACK to its roots..I mean its LESS 808's and southern influenced joints climbing up the charts and I LOVE it ! I wont lie, I used to bang commercial ish all day until about last year. I just noticed that all the things on the radio are repetitive..I meanm other than a different voice its the SAME lyrics ! "Fuck Bitches, Money Money Money..Look at what I Bought, My Car cost (x) amount, My Chain FREEZY! ( By the way.."Freezy" son ? ) SMH LOL but basically yall see where Im going with it..But let me get to the REAL point..The magazine posted above shows what they call the "FUTURE OF HIP-HOP"..Walking past the FYE store my eye's seen this and when I focused in I almost spit out my damn Baja Blast ! Soulja Boy ?? OJ the Fucking JUICEMAN?? and Worst of all.....A GROWN ASS MAN NAMED "GUCCI MANE"? The future?? WOWW This really let me know the world is coming to an end. It seems like the MORE music these niggas make, the MORE they ALL sound like 6 year olds..Not jus the LYRICS..But their ACTUAL VOICES and GRAMMAR ! I mean REALLY Sonny, jus LISTEN TO EM..And the SAD thing is they got GROWN ASS MEN AND WOMEN dismissing their education JUST to follow along with the 4:00mins + songs they so proudly BRAG about FREESTYLING ! LMAO Nigga If my NEPHEW can rap something that sounds like somethin GUCCI would write then its a F***n Problem ! All in All it comes down to this..Peep the Hip-Hop culture NOW. From how the catz Dress and the Pictures they take..Its like the REAL music is TRYING to come back but its a couple "HIP-HOP VIRUSES" that plug the natural FLOW of music..The way it SHOULD be.. Excuse me, Im just venting out loud..but hey, why get mad? You tuned in to www.icerogerz.com right ? ....--->>Exactly..LaterDayZ son.

Hmm..

So I'm sitting here at work and since I don't do much at my job it gives me the opportunity to really focus in on some things..

F R I E N D S

How many of us have them ?

.....
I imagine all of u are like " Me ! Me !"
Well I highly doubt that..
I feel terrible that I question some of my own but with a circle as small as mines I don't have the time nor patience to have any potential snakes in my yard..

( Blades news shapened!??? )

Recently I been hearin that my (boy) thinks I'm tryna ease up on one of his OLD flings..NOT girlfriend..Just a fling! Now this is crazy to me because I've only seen this girl like 5 times ! True she talks to me & what not but should u even question a TRUE friend? I think not..

I shouldn't even be venting this type of situation ! Ud think numerous years of a friendship would solidify loyalty an trust but I guess I should think again..

But we're grown though..This too shall pass...

OR

What's supposed to take place, simply WILL.

Jan.8th,2009

Well world,
Here it is finally 2009. I'm writing this on my way back from Lansing with Demarnio aka YoungHeat..Alot has been going on so I'll try to keep this brief...
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{{Musiq}}

As far as music goes, I'm starting to feel it consume me. I dropped a new single called "Um Dat Nigga". Another cocky nigga anthem I know, but this one has the whole "waking up in the morning,bout to get fresh and kill em' today" feel..Everyone feels like that sometimes right?! It was made by no other than Youngheat, & lowkey I'm getting really comfortable singin on my own hooks! I also finished up a song way overdue in the remembrance of my mother who recently passed away in an automobile accident on Sept.20th,2008...Again,I sang on this hook as well, hope I ain't turnin TOO R&B ! Haha naw, I just been feeling creative & challenged...gettin ready to start another song tonight..This upcoming project should be nice..
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{{Love Status}}

In my personal life, I've been going through some changes in my attitude. The main female in my life is currently on a hiatus..(2Days) but she's done that so much that I'm ammune to it. I no longer feel like she's going away cause she already been gone in my book.IF she comes back around I just enjoy the time we spend and then keep it moving when she disappears Lord help her Finding her path and STAYING on it..
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{{Friends n' Fam}}

Well, recently I've been feeling like my friends are a stronger circle than my family. I don't know if that's bad, but I rarely talk to my brother and though my sister and I are inseperable, she doesn't get along with my brother half the time and doesn't like his wife..Imagine being the mediator of that situaion..Also being the youngest I feel as if it's an even heavier load..But God won't put more weight on my back than I carry..My nigga A.Jayz album is coming out Jan.13th on thAt R&B tip..He's the most talented nigga I've seen.I want the cd bad and I'm his bestfriend! He prolly gone charge me..lol Caselle's gettin money as usual.I love his grind.He keeps me motivated though he doesn't know it.Heat is the ILLest.Period. Kenny is going through some things but he's a strong lil niggA.Chris is growing, getting comfortable with himself will be his biggest achievement in My opinion...Jamia is up at school doing what she does best..Going hard in the books &
On people when they piss her off.Lol.I love her strong personality though I dred the day we clash..Cuz uma go just as hard and we both gone have some shit to think about! Haha we'll be good though..
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In conclusion, Life is Life..

Until the Ink Run Out,

IceRogerZ

Here it is..
December 26th,2008.

I was gonna try to just take this Christmas and get used to it without getting emotional but truth remains that it was entirely too different..

Being without you is the hardest thing in the world right now.
I wake up everyday with your face imprinted in my mind.
& to wake up on that special day knowing I couldnt call you or just hug you was unbearable..

Everyone I know was with their families and waiting on food to be prepared by their moms when I sat around there wishing I could just SEE you .

I heard some of my friends complain about not getting anything but it just doesn't add up to me. The greatest gift in the world would be for you to just BE.

Here. With me .

It's so crazy cause I can't help but think of how happy you made us when Christmas came..No matter if u had it or not u made all of our wishes come true because you did whatever it took to put smiles on our faces..Thinking back, those were the real miracles.Lord knows we weren't ballin but u couldn't tell that to the outsiders lookin in..

Mama, I don't wanna make people feel sorry for me.
I just wanna be able to live my life without u the way you would want me too but I just don't know how..Everytime I look in the mirror,everytime I hear music,everytime I laugh I just see YOU..

I know your lookin down on me or whatever y'all do up there..

Jus be patient with me Mama...

Merry Christmas mom.

I Love you forever.

IceRogerZ

Dec.19th 2008

So here it is..
Friday Dec.19th 2:03pm
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I woke up today 1st to see the 10 inches of snow fall
Plus my car is snowed in and I'm supposed to be at work at 4pm..But still,alot of things are on my mind.
Laz nite she called me asking "have I thought about us lately"?
We got into that but I feel like it's kindve a lose lose situation
She says she's confused but can't tell me exactly what she's confused about..
I'm tired of guessing..
She stresses "I'm leaving" a lot..
Wow déjà vu...
I seem to only here that from females..
Hmmm
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My musiq is coming along great,
I Laid down a hook with a local artist "J-Jack"
That's gonna be called "Its nothin to a BOSS"
Hot shit.
Also YoungHeat found this sample I KNOW he's gonna make into a banger.I think I wanna sing on this track && RAP .
{ask ya favorite rapper to do that}
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Writing this I'm at my crib with the cover on my feet,
Warm as hell listening to MusiqSoulchild's new album..
Dredding this clock that I know will strike 4 soon.
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I might update tonight with some lyrics or song related material,

Til the ink runZ dry,

x______________iiRz

IceRogerZ

The UPDATE

Hey wassup WORLD? Its ya 1 & only IceRogerZ comin' through..Just wanna let you guys in on wats going on with me..I know I've been using this just for writing songs and a couple of random poetry/thoughts that come across my mind, but NOW im here to let u know i will be blogging as much as I can now.I just bought my own URL for this site though goDaddy.com so now to get here all u have to type is "www.icerogerz.com" ! Propz to Blk City & SpaceShip ! haha anyways, Just hit me up ! I got contacts EVERYWHERE!

Myspace:myspace.com/mymusiq06
AIM:iceman0632
FACEBOOK: "Ice Rogerz"

I mean just get at me for QUESTIONS or COMMENTS about anything I Put up!

I wanna get some videos on here of me and my up & coming projects as well!

ps.My Life is CRAZY..So u should be really entertained by it All !

Enjoy!

Mami You Aint Wifey..

Attention all ladies!

I got a couple things on my mind I gotta release,
Pay attention and take notes
Read this.Pass it around please,

Now u say u want man handlin his..No kids,
No Ex-convict,drug dealin,"baby lemme hold something..I'll pay back wit dis d***!

Sights stuck on a nigga u fail to put ur self in position to see!?
Well let's separate the "temporary entertainment" from the oh so rare WIFEY..

Mami u ain't wifey if: when u suddenly need something from the mall,to get it u call dat bum nigga u know who'd bust a nut just from seein yo name pop up on his fone give u the money his lazy ass makes from the block jus so u can go get dem jay'z errbody gone have next week..

Mami u aint wifey if: You have ever felt in ur heart u wanted a baby "because everybody else has one"..

Mami u ain't wifey if: Your the type of female who says, "heyy girl wassup ? How u been!? Call me girl!" & then talk shit like "I can't stand her ass..she a hoe.She fake.." AFTER she walks AWAY..

Mami u ain't wifey if: You really believe yo WHOLE crew look good..(especially if it's more than 3 of y'all) lol one of them "bad bitches" LITERALLY looks BAD !

Mami u ain't wifey if: Yo azz can't cook ! (No.noodles,burgers,macaroni, & anything of that nature doesn't count!)

**Mami u ain't wifey if: Yo shoes are dirty......EVER...ughhhhh!**

Mami u ain't wifey if: U smoke or drink more than yo nigga..hol up,nah if u do either excessively ! NOT sexy!

Mami u ain't wifey if: Yo hair ain't NEVA done !! Fuck a pony tail ladies..puhleeze !

Mami u ain't wifey if: You rock multiple colors in yo damn hair! (streaks of neutral colors that coordinate is coo..but blue,red,purple?? C'mon u damn snow cone!

Mami u ain't wifey if: U tell yo girls, "mmmhm girl I got a good one ! He ain't been to jail,he aint got no babymama,he got a job, & he can read ! Lol seriously, wat ARE ur standards!?

Mami u ain't wifey if: U can't put it on yo nigga so good you ain't worried bout him cheatin..( I understand some niggaz is jus dumb doe..But u shoulda knew dat!)

Mami u ain't wifey if: someone asked u, "how many people have u had sex with?" and the 1st thing ur eyes do is look up like u countin ceiling tiles...lol

Mami u ain't wifey if: You think everybody uses big ass words..Nah your just dumb.

I mean I really shouldn't have to elaborate much more.These just a few of the traits that exempt u from being the true definition of "Wifey"..I've seen this term used many occasions, but only few really qualify...

This is just my angle..
Just an opinion..

But if u agree...where do u stand ladies?!

Something Special

I remember..

I was at the football game,
Shoulda been following score by score
But you know us boyz,
Instead of jumping up in down when our team scored a touchdown
We gave high fives when we agreed on who was the finest cheerleader

Looking down the line I notice all the old girls im used 2 seeing
And then I see you..

Caremel skin,french braids with designs,the cutest smile.
Also I remember you most because of the funny way ur ears curled a little more than normal..

But none the less very cute..

I stare for a moment because I've never seen you before
"She's probably just a lil freshman"..

And of course you were...

I remember getting on my bus after school and seeing u there..
Looking all goofy & smiling with ur easy going brown eyes.
I knew who you knew,talked to who you talk to, But we've never spoken...?

We sat together and chatted until my stop.

With no clue of how important ud become to me, we continued to get to know each other little by little..

Next thing u know im the 1st boy to be welcome in ur home that's NOT related to anyone there.
Your mom was strick but she liked me from day 1.

We become the best of friends..
Talking about any and everything.
Able to be myself around you 100%
You never judged me
You never negativley critqued me
You only stood by me through watever I was going through.

Throughout relationships between our girlfriends & boyfriends we never worried because we both knew that it didn't matter who was "current" in our lives because neither one of us would leave..

You've watched me grow from a backpack carrying,afro wit the pick stuck in it,jersey wearing little BOY
Into wat I must say a decent young MAN..

Un the flipside I must admit,you've blossomed into a more beautifu WOMAN than I really expected..
I tried to protect you by giving you all the knowledge I had but some things u have 2 learn on ur own..
Guys took advantage of you
And used ur kindness for weakness..

But I always thought they were absolutley INSANE to not be able to see the incredible person you are..
U'd give before you receive and help before your even spoken to..

Sometimes I do wonder..
& also I wonder do you (still)
But only time will tell.
Anyone who gets you will be one of the luckier guys
And no matter who it is,
I'll always be there when u need me

More than just a friend,
Ur like my other half..

I love you..

The New Blog

Its been a while since I've blogged..
So many things to write about..
So many feeling needed to be unleashed.
Sometimes I feel like I need to be more of a man.
Sometimes I feel like I need to make major adjustments for the future.
I am fortunate to have a father who cares as much as he does.
And a supporting family as well..
But sometimes I feel like im the "last chance"...
Like im the last chance that WE can make some money.
Stress.
Pressure.
What if i fail?
What if I become nothing more than the average?
What will I..wat will WE do?
Im smart.But not as smart as my mother will brag about.
I know my flaws..and weaknesses..
Im not as smart as people think.
I just have more common sense than the average person.
More self control..
So I guess that sets me apart.
Life seems to go by so quick.
Only allowing u to learn AFTER shit hits the fan..not before or During.
Which is a sad story....

Its time to get the ball rollin..

Mr.Know-It-All

1st off it goes like this.

I know things.

I know things that you may not even be aware of.

I know about things I havent learned about yet because I could probably figure it out if I ever encountered such subject/topic.

Sometimes (all the time) I feel like its almost impossible for me to be wrong.

How can I be WRONG if your Never right?

How would YOU know if you finally possessed the CORRECT answer for this/that specific question?

I base things off probabilty..

The probabilty of you debating with me and proving me WRONG is substancially LOW.
In all honesty you'd be better off trying to stop a freight train with your Head.

ii Know, iiKnow..
This guy'z one of those...

No.

because "THOSE" would'nt stand a chance in finding TRUTH over me.
Trust me I know where the TRUTH usually likes to hide..
So they'd look like "YALL".

I've been told that people can be wrong,
and this is true.
I COULD be, But so far I've been pretty satisfied with the outcomes of alot of arguments and debates.

Ok, i'll let you in a little secret.
I've only been DEADnWRONG about ONE thing....

.....


C'mon now do you think I'd actually Tell you what it iz though!?

Heaven.

This time around I would like u to take a trip back in time with me. Around the times of my adolescence. Its a typical Sunday morning and Im always the first one up in my house..There is no interaction going on around me. Everyone's sleep.Now to you this may not sound regular or typical but for me this is how I wake up on "The Lords Day". If I call anyone of my friends I guarantee there mom yelled up the stairs wishing for them to get up and get ready for church. But in my house this NEVER happend....

I've never came up with routine religious things to do or just attending church basically. That does NOT mean my mother didnt teach me to believe in GOD and to love him and understand that HE is the reason for everything around me. I know that through his mercy I/WE can live a life as we so often take for granted. The only thing different is that the little stories from the bible EVERYONE knows are not clear to me. I always had to hear things from my friends and I never let them know I didnt know..Id rather just listen. In my opinion the lack of going to church and being around people who could teach me all the things that probably couldve helped me when I didnt understand caused me to...question GOD. Many people would get offended if I told them that I actually have before but this is just TRUE. Is it so hard to understand why knowing my circumstances? Can one just "feel" and take that feeling into believing 100%? To this day I dont know. But one day I was up on a Sunday morning and something seemed to be telling me to get up and out. I started going to church on a regular basis after that. Everything was good until I gradually started to stop. I havent been in I dont know how long but my feelings on GOD have definitley changed since I was younger. I now never question his existence, but if u know me you rarely hear me speaking on him though. I can feel GOD's blessings all around me all the time. I never take anything for granted and I actually sometimes feel as if he is calling on me to do something for him. I dont tell many people this simply because it does "sound" good but I cant back it up because I never attend service and it would seem soo out of character i guess. I take the time to realize the things GOD does to affect my life. He gave me a bestfriend that has came up into a highly religious family and they tell me things and give me support and GOD's words whenever they feel I need it. He gave me a girlfriend that I would DIE for that has a beautiful mother that has but GOD's will and judgement into her children ultimatley resulting in 2 young minds that understand they live their lives for GOD and that he is all u need in this chaotic world that may pull you in if u let it..Her father is also a preacher so that is obviously another plus. He has surrounded me in general with people who praise and worship him and I feel as if he still has a plan for me.

To a person on the outside looking in, my life may seem as if it was great all the way through with no troubles, and when it comes to dramatic experiences I've hadnt had much. Though in my mind, as I grew into the man I am today I've had numerous battles to find myself. I've been called "different" too many times to recal in my life and I wonder why it seems like this to people? To me I am just another person trying to live my life..WITH GOD in my corner. And I Believe he's been there. Even when I doubted him. That is just a decimal of the LOVE he has for me (everyone).

People dont know but my number one wish isnt to become a rich person with soo much money i could do anything whenver I wanted...I dont want to have all of the material things..the one thing I want other than anything in & out of this world is to go to heaven. Even when I doubted GOD, as a child hearing of heaven sounded sooo good to me..I believe it sounds good to everyone but it always standed out to me. You know when u wish on something as a child the regular wishes of a 10 year old would be to fly or to get all the toys in the world. Things were slightly different for a kid like me. I wished to go to heaven. Now being the age I am I've matured and came to a conclusion that GOD's existence has been the number question among soo many because he seems to good to be true. Yet he created everymind that questions him, he created the atheist minds, the Satanic minds, AND the Christian minds. Still he loves us all. Believers and all. Heaven has been a place I've always wanted to go. I think about it to this day all the time. To Meet the man who created me. To Meet the man who created the people I love so dearly. My mother, my grandmother, my sister...He created all these people to influence me greatly in my lifetime and I am forever grateful. Think of something you feel as if you cant go without.....KNOW that without him you would've never even gotten close to feeling the pleasure and the love you feel when your around someone you adore. Family,friends, lovers, ect.In Heaven it seems as if all the good feelings, the love you have for people just is open and there every second for everyone.

Seems like a nice place to be...Ill try my hardest to reach my destination.