"Untitled"

We greet each other with phoney smiles and bogus hugs.

In public we ask each others questions that we both know the answers to.

"How Are you"?
"How have things been going"?

We reply with meaningless answers that we could actually care LESS about..

Only We know the truth..

We hide our matching identities by talking breifly and covering up what we share inside.

Getting too comfortable would easily reveal our secret..

Too much of this to long will kill me.

When in a room full of people we every now and then glance towards the others direction hoping, wishing to catch a glimpse of each other,
Look at me looking at you..

We understand.

Without saying a thing.

Sometimes I question if we should keep ourselves hidden or release one another from this inprisonment of feelings..

If so the only way to do so is to let go..

A task I know i'm not capable of accomplishing...

Are you?

No one knows how I feel once you walk in the room
No one knows how only we can make each other smile without words
No one knows the tight hold we have on on another..
No one knows IF i've even touched you..

We are both in two different worlds which neither one of us can fit in comfortably.
Sometimes I'd like to create one with you and see what would really happen..

But right NOW that cant happen..

To simplify our relationship by labeling you us as "Just Friends" would be preposterous!

Yet We arent truly MORE...........

So I'll continue to sit here watchin you pass me from time to time.
Waiting for you to look back after u walk by.
KNOWING you will...
Always aknowledging what we have..
&& just as strongly what we DONT..

All of this leaving me with A MILLION lingering questions..

What can you call an US that isnt????