Her

I have somone special.

I talk to her on a regular basis and "she" comforts me in my times of need,
She is understanding and cares about how I feel towards everything.
She iz NOT perfect.
Infact she is far from such word.
But she is Miines.
Like every STRONG relationship, we disagree.
But NEVER has she been willing to let me go.
& never have I been capable to even really attempt 2 let her go.
That's why she still remains.
Through the adversity now or ahead,
I know "She" will be there to see me on the otherside.

"She" will wait for me.

Such strong feeling I have for her.

I want her to pass onto my children the strength and knowledge her mother passed onto her.
Though I don't kno much,
I want HER to teach my children about GOD and hiz imporatance in our lives.
Teach US together.
I want her to allow US to grow. Together.
"She" knows when I'm angry.
"She" knows exactly what to do.
"She" allows me to please her in ways that no other will ever have the chance to.
"She" appreciates the effort I put fourth to make her happy.
I appreciate HER.
"She" will NEVER let me go.
Even when I tell her I want to leave She KNOWS im coming right back,
I know Im coming right back.
She KNOWS im sarcastic,
She KNOWS I act as if I don't care at times
She knows ALL of my flaws.

Yet she STILL remains.

Everything she desires, I desire MORE to make them attainable.
"She" must have everything.
"She" must smile...
I must make her.....

Yet she iz anonymous.
"She" isn't.
"She" is someone I've secretly created while in search or "HER".
I don't really know if I will even meet her.
But strangley im still keeping my eyes open for her?