Tuesday, October 21, 2008

"Head to the sky"


Mama mama mama can I call ya
Can I talk u for a second
dats all I
Need
M-a-r-y Lee
Never felt the pain that I seen
Ye ain't Neva had drama til u loss yo mama
Iont give a damn ain't nobody dat much stronger
Sister all crushed up
Brother all choked up
Tears runnin down my face got me all fucked up
Got me questioning lord like Y Would u harm her?
Why ain't u alarm her?
Why u put all this on us
Dats my superwoman
Naw my supermama
Yesh but she was strong how it break through all her armor?
I remember this
I remember that
How u luv this
How u hate that
Now um Layin back witcha picture in my hand like damn...

Keep yo head to the sky

Mama mama mama
I'm rememberin
Hard times they ain't know we was strugglin
To keep ya kids fresh
You stayed hustlin
And Neva put children aside for NE man
And not 1 woman nor neMan
Speak iLL in my presence I'll killem man
....And I put dat onya grave
And uma be feelin the same til Im layin n my grave
(Daz rite) nah u aint Been wat I been through
(Closed tight) I ain't got the spaces to vent through
(so I) channell my emotions unlike u
I don't let em fall let it leak through my pencil
....And that's all that I can do
Wishin I could reach
Wishin I could touch u
If I was in the car sittin next to u
I woulda closed my eyes n told u
(it's ok)

Keep to head to the sky

Ok um done cryin mama
Uma keep my chin up
I ain't even gone Botha
Uma hold my fam up
Uma be a man bout (Minez)
Jus how u taught me ya babyboys gone shine
And I'll be goddamn if I let em stop me
Stop me,Neva will they stop me
Uma do it then do it bigger all in yo memory
Feel me
The real me
No other idenity
Only wa knew id be everything u instilled in me
& I promise
To get my shit together
& I promise
Not to forget u never
& I promise
To keep by head on right n get paid get wateva I like
& I promise
To keep family on track
& I promise
Not to forget to lookback
& I promise
I promise uma tell em

Keep my head to the sky

Friday, August 29, 2008

The Day..(Ode To Hip-Hop)

&& No one knows....

How long I sat in the background

Practiced my perfect approach confident I am ready now..

Kinda nervous just to see her just to meet her,

Yea a couple niggaz her but um tryna keep er'
So I...

Recite my words,line for line,

Yea She heard it all before but she ain't neva heard mines !

In da cypher,everybody talk about her,
They jus like her,but me,um tryna wife her..

So repetition, adds to the addiction
The sweetest affliction a metronome tickin..

Get the pen in my hand n jus go.

Mind so Pacific uma, uma let it flow.

Uma fiend n I know.

Pick up da mic
And let it my shit amplify..

Hope every syllable gets lost in the sky

H. I. P. H. O. P.

I hope I neva see (Neva see,Neva See Neva see Neva see)



THE DAY SHE SAYS GOODBYE....

Mami You Aint Wifey..

Attention all ladies!

I got a couple things on my mind I gotta release,
Pay attention and take notes
Read this.Pass it around please,

Now u say u want man handlin his..No kids,
No Ex-convict,drug dealin,"baby lemme hold something..I'll pay back wit dis d***!

Sights stuck on a nigga u fail to put ur self in position to see!?
Well let's separate the "temporary entertainment" from the oh so rare WIFEY..

Mami u ain't wifey if: when u suddenly need something from the mall,to get it u call dat bum nigga u know who'd bust a nut just from seein yo name pop up on his fone give u the money his lazy ass makes from the block jus so u can go get dem jay'z errbody gone have next week..

Mami u aint wifey if: You have ever felt in ur heart u wanted a baby "because everybody else has one"..

Mami u ain't wifey if: Your the type of female who says, "heyy girl wassup ? How u been!? Call me girl!" & then talk shit like "I can't stand her ass..she a hoe.She fake.." AFTER she walks AWAY..

Mami u ain't wifey if: You really believe yo WHOLE crew look good..(especially if it's more than 3 of y'all) lol one of them "bad bitches" LITERALLY looks BAD !

Mami u ain't wifey if: Yo azz can't cook ! (No.noodles,burgers,macaroni, & anything of that nature doesn't count!)

**Mami u ain't wifey if: Yo shoes are dirty......EVER...ughhhhh!**

Mami u ain't wifey if: U smoke or drink more than yo nigga..hol up,nah if u do either excessively ! NOT sexy!

Mami u ain't wifey if: Yo hair ain't NEVA done !! Fuck a pony tail ladies..puhleeze !

Mami u ain't wifey if: You rock multiple colors in yo damn hair! (streaks of neutral colors that coordinate is coo..but blue,red,purple?? C'mon u damn snow cone!

Mami u ain't wifey if: U tell yo girls, "mmmhm girl I got a good one ! He ain't been to jail,he aint got no babymama,he got a job, & he can read ! Lol seriously, wat ARE ur standards!?

Mami u ain't wifey if: U can't put it on yo nigga so good you ain't worried bout him cheatin..( I understand some niggaz is jus dumb doe..But u shoulda knew dat!)

Mami u ain't wifey if: someone asked u, "how many people have u had sex with?" and the 1st thing ur eyes do is look up like u countin ceiling tiles...lol

Mami u ain't wifey if: You think everybody uses big ass words..Nah your just dumb.

I mean I really shouldn't have to elaborate much more.These just a few of the traits that exempt u from being the true definition of "Wifey"..I've seen this term used many occasions, but only few really qualify...

This is just my angle..
Just an opinion..

But if u agree...where do u stand ladies?!

Thursday, July 24, 2008

How high until sky?

How high until sky?

I must admit,maybe zoning out while drivin down i94hwy isn't the safest/brightest idea..
But during my "get away" I couldn't help but to notice the sky and how blue yet empty it was,
It was one of those days where u couldn't see a cloud for miles n miles..

I sit there,
(coasting still at 70mph)
Thinking how high the sky goes?
Going a little bit more in depth I begin to question "sky" entirely!

"How far until the simple (high) actually becomes SKY?"

Is it a tall building high?
Could it be just before the clouds?
Or is it only above the clouds ?

Tickled by my new random though,I smile because I know as soon as I ask a friend wat they thought I'd get that same ol'..."Pat wat the F***!?" I get ever so often I ask about the things I wonder..

Coming back to my question I realize maybe sky "isn't"..
Maybe sky isn't a label for a specific area of altitude like the stratusphere or something..

Maybe sky is just a measure of distance beyond ones knowledge of reality..

So desperate to be able to LABLE what
They can't explain,we come up with a universal answer good enough to keep everyone else from questioning..

Ha,

Either one should think the same or I'm crazy.

"Sky"

What's your theory?


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