Hmm..

So I'm sitting here at work and since I don't do much at my job it gives me the opportunity to really focus in on some things..

F R I E N D S

How many of us have them ?

.....
I imagine all of u are like " Me ! Me !"
Well I highly doubt that..
I feel terrible that I question some of my own but with a circle as small as mines I don't have the time nor patience to have any potential snakes in my yard..

( Blades news shapened!??? )

Recently I been hearin that my (boy) thinks I'm tryna ease up on one of his OLD flings..NOT girlfriend..Just a fling! Now this is crazy to me because I've only seen this girl like 5 times ! True she talks to me & what not but should u even question a TRUE friend? I think not..

I shouldn't even be venting this type of situation ! Ud think numerous years of a friendship would solidify loyalty an trust but I guess I should think again..

But we're grown though..This too shall pass...

OR

What's supposed to take place, simply WILL.

"Back In My Bed"

A thing of the past..
That's what she supposed to be.

Verbal agreements confirm our seperate identities.

The Love we had we accept the past tense,
But it seems like we thrive off the "Untitled" Suspense...

No Cuffs,
No Shackles,
No Bondage,

But she's BACK IN MY BED laying under where my arm is..

& when she falls asleep, sometimes I just lay there and stare at her..

Though I know this habit isn't healthy,
Nothing really seems to matter..

& as the morning comes we both wake up to reality,
We don't even kiss goodbye...

Back to our "Daytime Normality".

I guess with light we associate TRUTH,
Actor,
Actress,
The Nominees go to....

No Landslide victors,
Just me & you.

I digress,
And so do you..

But when it's recognized it goes right back to me and you..

Same place,Same time,Same things said..

Why can't I even pretend to get you out of my head ?

Will u ever forget me?

Enough said...

Until then we'll 360..

Back in my bed...

"Love Via Internet"

{{Verse 1}}

Hello hello I love it when u sign on/
Hear da door open up turn the me time on/
See ya name/ ( see ya name )
I get anxious/ ( anxious )
Exit her out,she ain't shit/
Tranferrr a picturre/
Comcast speed it up I missed HER/
Aol top news it should about me bout you/
Together we a 2 Live Crew/
& I love how she send me smileyz/
Turn da web cam on show me dat body/
Got alot buddies but dey not like me/
On da Internet,she like my wifey/
Neva met up she my cyber Luvv/
lipz on da screen cyber kiss cyber hug/
Don't sign off/
Don't leave me lonely/
wheneva forever she my Internet homie/

( HOOK )
We in love on the innernet/
{repeat innernets 7x's}
We in love on the innernet/
{repeat innernets 7x's}
She love me on the AIM/
Internet
She love me on da MYSPACE/
Internet
She love me on the FACEBOOK/
Innernet,innernet,innernet,innernet,innernet

( HOOK )

{{Verse 2}}

Ey u know who I be/
Icy Dont stop/
Fuck TOM I be #1 on er Top/
Life real Life/
Um all through ya wallz/
HTML codes dey like AWW/
Show me dat picture/
Witcha on da Sink/
Caption reads: Tell me what u think/
Well U already know/
Girl I love it/
A nigga wanna flirt/
I comment above it/
I own dat/
& u own me/men
Give me dat number,inbox me/
Putcha Page on private/
Haterz wanna see/
But dey can't / ( dey can't )
See it like me/
Green light flashin don't sign off/
Sexy wit da pix got dem spongebob draws/
Dat only make anticipate ya call
Whenever forever she be my Internet broad/

( HOOK )

Now um facebook'n/
Friends online/
In a relationship but she's But she all mines/
& he don't even know/
Nope don't blow it
Chattin on the IM so we don't show it/
She poke me/
I poke her azz back/
Please no pics if um tagged that's a wrap/
Pic Notify me when dat azz look da fatest/
nigga feel good when my name in ya status/
& um like /
Let me in ya network/
While um on the net/
Lemme see u make ya neck work/
Can u get wit dat or should I add HER 1st/
Profile pic bangin model wit da boyshortz/
Take a break/
Ha
My eyes kinda tired/
Lemme call u up so I hear what u desire/
.....
I guess I'll sign off in a minute/
Internet I be all up in it/

( HOOK )

Jan.8th,2009

Well world,
Here it is finally 2009. I'm writing this on my way back from Lansing with Demarnio aka YoungHeat..Alot has been going on so I'll try to keep this brief...
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{{Musiq}}

As far as music goes, I'm starting to feel it consume me. I dropped a new single called "Um Dat Nigga". Another cocky nigga anthem I know, but this one has the whole "waking up in the morning,bout to get fresh and kill em' today" feel..Everyone feels like that sometimes right?! It was made by no other than Youngheat, & lowkey I'm getting really comfortable singin on my own hooks! I also finished up a song way overdue in the remembrance of my mother who recently passed away in an automobile accident on Sept.20th,2008...Again,I sang on this hook as well, hope I ain't turnin TOO R&B ! Haha naw, I just been feeling creative & challenged...gettin ready to start another song tonight..This upcoming project should be nice..
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{{Love Status}}

In my personal life, I've been going through some changes in my attitude. The main female in my life is currently on a hiatus..(2Days) but she's done that so much that I'm ammune to it. I no longer feel like she's going away cause she already been gone in my book.IF she comes back around I just enjoy the time we spend and then keep it moving when she disappears Lord help her Finding her path and STAYING on it..
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{{Friends n' Fam}}

Well, recently I've been feeling like my friends are a stronger circle than my family. I don't know if that's bad, but I rarely talk to my brother and though my sister and I are inseperable, she doesn't get along with my brother half the time and doesn't like his wife..Imagine being the mediator of that situaion..Also being the youngest I feel as if it's an even heavier load..But God won't put more weight on my back than I carry..My nigga A.Jayz album is coming out Jan.13th on thAt R&B tip..He's the most talented nigga I've seen.I want the cd bad and I'm his bestfriend! He prolly gone charge me..lol Caselle's gettin money as usual.I love his grind.He keeps me motivated though he doesn't know it.Heat is the ILLest.Period. Kenny is going through some things but he's a strong lil niggA.Chris is growing, getting comfortable with himself will be his biggest achievement in My opinion...Jamia is up at school doing what she does best..Going hard in the books &
On people when they piss her off.Lol.I love her strong personality though I dred the day we clash..Cuz uma go just as hard and we both gone have some shit to think about! Haha we'll be good though..
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In conclusion, Life is Life..

Until the Ink Run Out,

IceRogerZ