Long Time No See..

Hey young world! I know its been a while since you've seen me, but the truth is I've been working alot and I've been on a drought with the creativity. I'll try my hardest to update every day but Im almost positive I wont actually do that lol. So Where do I Start?

Latetly I've been taking all these experiences in a total different angle. I mean with my Love life its hard to explain because I dont actually feel like I have one. now for my close friends that know me they know who I struggle with. Truth is she comes in goes as she pleases but yet I allow her to. Now All of my friends dont like the idea of that but really I've learned how to adjust to being her "convenient Fix". Last night She calls me randomly, We havent talked since the last argument lol. But She ask's me how I was doing and I tell her i wasnt feeling well & I think I Came down with something. So She takes it upon her self to go to Wal-Mart and bring me all kinds of Medicine ! As usual she lays next to me and without even a kiss we fall asleep. ( Me alot faster because the Meds knocked me out ) But its just small things like this, that makes it so hard to just let her go. And Although I have girls more than willing to do the same things for me, she's the only one I want or feel comfortable doing it for me..

( Sigh )

Moving On, I've really been missing my friends from college. I went to Eastern Michigan University for 2 years and I had to stop due to financial problems. They all are from Detroit and they Love when I go visit but since I work so much now its hard to really link up with them..

My Boy Chris "Fresh" Davis is one from Detroit. He's been going through things lately but I trust he'll figure things out. I really want that cat to find happiness, whether it involves a female or not. That seems to be the most important thing at the moment..

My sis Jamia lives within Det. We've been keeping in contact often the last couple of days. I send out prayers to her father who's been stuggling on & off with the health issues. And from me to her, no matter what this world does to his pysical he still WALKS with GOD every second of the Day..& He's proud to have a daughter like you..Believe that.

Well here in the small city I reside in nothing much has changed. Same ol' Stories just different people. Babies poppin up left in right. It almost gives me the impression OUR shipment of condoms are a sure set-up lol. Abstinence doesnt even work here ! Seems like if u Hug a broad she's knocked up ! Well, we live and we learn..

True story im back on my Blog shit..I'll be updating yall soon !

April 25th, 2009

So it's been a while since I've updated ! I'm sorry for the delay but truth be told ive been procrastinating..

:::WORK:::

As far as work goes, it's been really irritating latley.One of my clients have gotten to that point where every time I see his face I get irritated..I mean I've been getting way more hours but it jus seems to be harder to come in knowing I'll have to deal with this nonsense..My co workers are okay, I've gotten really close to some of them to my surprise..I'll jus tough it out and make this money !

:::RELATIONSHIP?!:::

Well, this iz a sensitive topic to me..There's this girl I'm really interested in, but she's from a different city..We hung out a couple times and had alot of fun, but I just hope things can continue to grow at a safe pace..I get the feeling I go HARD on a female for a while and then I lean back..Ultimatley making them used to my presence..She's nothig I've been attracted to before, but now I'm all in !

-( side note ) Ive been In contact with an old flame, I'm happy that we can be grown about our separation but I won't lie, it's hard to talk about our significant others on the phone..I'll always love her so I'm down with maturing!

:::FRIENDS:::

My small circle is all I got..It's a lot of thing going on in their lives. My bestfriend and his girl actually are just getting out of a sticky situation..But they are strong and I pray they get things right..

:::FAMILY:::

Well..Still I don't talk to my brother as much as I want to..or should..It's just we live in 2 different world it seems at times..My sister is goin through her normal ups n downs...One second she's happy and all that, the next she's fighting with he'd BD and about to move out..I'll jus stay away from their problems ...My dad & I get along great...I honestly feel like I need to express my appreciation towards him soon..

Anyway, Life is Life !