Freedom..

Hey World..I know its been a while but I'm back venting as usual. As U can see I've titled this entry "Freedom". I did this because currently I've been changing my lifestyle up alot. From Females to just normal habits. I really can say I feel more FREE then I ever have before ! I recently made a song Called "Back In My Bed" and I've been getting alot of feedback from it. The Song explains or tells a story about someone your NOT dating anymore but somehow they always end up BACK in ur life. Though its titled "Back in my BED" it doesnt necessarily mean sexually. Its just a metaphor for someone dealing with trying to let go but not being able to 100%, and that person they're trying to let go of keeps somehow slipping through the defenses and once again they get as CLOSE as possible back to you. I must say though I DO feel as if Im doing pretty well. I havent gave in recently and im just letting things take there course. I remember i used to almost run from girls when they wanted to get closer to me (relationship-wise) but i've realized that that was THEN while I had a significant other. Now, for me to run I cant help but to wonder ..."WHY?" ....Why would I try to exscape a friendship that could potentially leave me happy? So with that I've been acting almost out of character by being more OPEN..and FREE. No more getting to know someone and when I see they are starting to like me MORE I start disappearing..Im done with all that. I Had a girl that HAD the chance to stick to me..The present explains why she still doesnt remain...Man, I jus feel good about everything. Big Plans in 09' !